Sunday mournings
Empty words to this last hurrah. Is it the last hurrah? I'm about as certain as the weatherman every morning. There is 50% chance of rain, but also a 50% chance of sunshine. You just never know what mother nature has in store. Quite like life, you know? Except there will be sunshine eventually, just as I will be okay eventually.I woke up this Sunday mourning
It's just one of those days...
Life is a daze
And I look up appropriate lyrics
To make sure I'm not alone in feeling like this
I sit and I stare
I don't have the heart to glare
There is no will to focus
But I don't want to think about it
So I look at these lyrics
And relate to these songs
It will work for now
I saw you last night
And I couldn't decide
Whether to embrace you
or be it best to hide
And I wanted to talk to you
But I didn't know what to say
There were so many people
And it wasnt the time or place
There are so many questions left unanswered
So many strings left untied
I'd say I could care less
But it's apparent that I lied
And this piece has no structure
Each line may not rhyme
But my thoughts are so askew lately
I'm trying so hard not to think of you
It's so hard to run away
When you have to force yourself to
Maybe it's for the best
But I don't feel any better
And I feel so used
And my heart is being shattered
I feel regret
Because I think none of it even mattered
But you made me happy for a time
Strong feelings are hard to wear
Maybe things wouldnt hurt so much
If I were sure you really cared
Maybe we should have left it as it was
Both of us with a silly crush
Maybe we'd be left wondering
But then again I'm afraid of what I know now
And it's been raining in my eyes
for nearly two weeks
Thinking about you is about as fruitful
as putting my hand on a hot plate
It hurts, it burns, and the pain lingers
Averting your eyes only puts salt on the wound
I wish everything was ok
I wish everything was ok
Five days until my birthday
and all I want is everything to be ok
I hope we can be ok
I hope we can be ok
It doesn't have to be like before
I can settle for just ok
I woke up this Sunday mourning
It's just one of those days...
Life is a daze
posted by Jenny @ 6:57 PM
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